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[04 Jun 2006|08:07pm]
[ mood | mildly hungover ]

i know i never updat. im a bad person like that

my last day of highschool was last thursday

friday was prom. prom was fun, but between 12-1:30 was shitty, cause Ball is frustrating.

the last 3 weeks have been awesome. b King has been here with me, and i love him. unfortunatly he's leaving back to dub tomarow. i'll see him later tho

I turned 18 a few weeks ago. working on my tat, already got some piercings. i can get them done cheaper in GA, so i'll prolly doing a lot of it then

i dunno....life goes on....i took some advice and stopped cutting the bull shitand m doing what I want. i had to break up with the almost perfect boyfriend to do it. i may have lost more friends then i would've liked to. but im alright

the plan for now is to go to school, get my degree, then very well move down south and start a life. im kinda content with that though. itll be strange, but id be with someone i loved dearly. but i gt some time till then, and im still going to be single while at MSU so i can have some fun, so its going to be ok.

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fun [29 Jan 2006|09:56pm]

The Battleaxe
Deliberate Brutal Love Master (DBLMf)

Sharp. Hardened. Dominating. The Battleaxe sweeps all before her, smiting and what not.

You've had a number of serious relationships, so you obviously have many attractive qualities. You're well experienced in dealing with other people's weirdnesses, and it's likely you're good in bed by now, too. Also, like the drunken housewife chucking Heinekens at her no-good husband, you've got a lot of energy.

People can tell you're sophisticated, and so you find yourself the object of infatuations quite often. But it's how you handle yourself in your relationships that gets you the 'brutal' tag. Controlling? Imperious? Overbearing? Yes, please.

Your exact opposite:
The Nurse

Random Gentle Sex Dreamer
Remarkably, you don't mind the same from your men. You've experience enough to take whatever you dish out. Overall, you're a very good person and a capable lover, and when the time comes you'll make a fine divorcee.


CONSIDER: The False Messiah, someone just like you.

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: KRD889
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[08 Jan 2006|09:45pm]
Life is complicated. i wish so much sometimes to be able to say what im thinking. but i cant. i am who am because of my past experiances. i am the baggage i have accumulated over the years of not saying anything. i am the pruduct of my own distruction. im trying hard to give myself a second chance. to have the willpower to stand up for something i believe in. but i dont even know if im believing in something worth it. but then...worth what? anything should be worth not letting myself get hurt....fuck i dont know....i really dont know anymore....im not the person i used to be, but did i ever know who that person was?
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chain-ish, but i was tagged, no help for me [02 Jan 2006|04:52pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Leave your name, and I will:

1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.

2. I'll tell you what song or movie or other thing reminds me of you.

3. I'll pick a toxic substance to wrestle you in.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).

5. I'll tell you my first or clearest memory of you.

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

REMEMBER: If I do this for you, you're tagged for doing one on your blog/livejournal/thingy.

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[06 Dec 2005|08:25pm]
lifes not going so well right now. im running out of friendly faces.....
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[21 Sep 2005|09:43pm]
[ mood | let down ]

ugh. panic attack

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[12 Sep 2005|05:45pm]
You died of either old age or a sickness. You are a
kind person and are smart. You have a good head
on your shoulders. But don't think that just
because your death wasn't exciting or extreme
that that makes you boring.

How did you die in your past life? (for everyone)
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[27 Aug 2005|11:44pm]
ohhhh the pile on! how hardcore can you be!
you are: the pile on! you just can't stand around
or mosh like everyone else, you HAVE to get in
on top of the action. Everyone loves you, and
most people love to watch or take part in you!

Which moshpit move are you?
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creepy [25 Aug 2005|11:47pm]
You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.




















Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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[23 Aug 2005|11:14pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

yea, i know i never update on this anymore. but for those who ONLY read this, some basics on my life these days.
*senior year starts monday
*i really for the life of me cant find a job
*really excited about an internship training horses
*told brandon im done waiting and worrying about his ass (i worry still tho)
*gotten the back bone to tell those that have screwed me over to fuck off.
*i miss love. a lot.
*started partying a little two much
*in a band, im rythem guitarist, but mostly play the lead cause Larrys been MIA all summer
*waiting for my damn birthday so i can get on with my life. been waiting for this birthday since i was 15. im ready damnit.

basics over.

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[19 May 2005|09:03pm]
ive not stopped updateing caus i hate yall. im not updateing on here because i like my xanga better, and then i type most of my stuff on a private doccument anyway. makes things easier. sowwie.
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[18 May 2005|07:10pm]
KatieRose988: omfg
Sillymanders04: what
KatieRose988: my dads been a mopey pain the last few days
KatieRose988: i finally made him tell me why
KatieRose988: he read part of my diary
Sillymanders04: o geeze
Sillymanders04: about?
KatieRose988: and read some of the stuff i said about him back in december
KatieRose988: when i was pissed at him
KatieRose988: and now hes being a mopey pain in the ass
Sillymanders04: gz
KatieRose988: and im supposed to feel bad for saying that shit 5 months ago
KatieRose988: while he was the one who READ MY DIARY
KatieRose988: the fucking hell
Sillymanders04: wtf
KatieRose988: "well, you do what ever you want anyway"
KatieRose988: to my saying "and i dont know if im supposed to feel bad or pissed"
KatieRose988: fuck that
KatieRose988: i dont do what i want
KatieRose988: if i did what i wanted id be living in GA
Sillymanders04: yeah
KatieRose988: fucking a
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[17 May 2005|07:59pm]
sorry to all my AIM buddies about the nutter virus my comp sent out. i got it from cody and like a dumb ass opened it. Blame him folks! lol.
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[15 May 2005|12:01am]
My birthday damnit! w00t!
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[13 May 2005|10:10pm]
wow id had a pretty Blah day until just now. Brandon called me (yes called me, for only maybe the 5th time in the entire 2 years) and was talking about how he got sick of alcia and her bitching, told her to change or move out of his house (he has his own OWN house now) and she picked up her shit and left. i have the biggest grin on my face. its great.

id had HAD a medium/big entry up here. but none of it really mattered. key points: scedual next year 1) AP calc, 2) AP Bio 3) IS 4) IS 5)AP Eng 6) Sociology.
Hmm, what else. Hung out with Matt a lot. i sent the word out through the friends that he needs to step up or step out. Sheldon hanging around still. i kept telling him to knock it off. but he doesnt care, and he knows my willpower sucks lol.
Just chillin at home this weekeng. Might go to Splash tomarow with Liz so she can get her belly button pierced. it will look SO uber cute on her, im excited. And while im there i can ask the lady/dude about piercing internships. which would be awesome
I was stressing earlier about the whole college/growing up thing again, and how the next 13 months are gonna absolutly suck. but i dunno, talking to brandon again makes me feel better. sucks how he is still my... i dunno.. "the reason" lol. My mom keeps nosing in though about whats going on. i havent told her yet about alicia being pregnant. ppl are getting mroe and more sure its not brandons....im not keeping my hopes up, but we'll see. the test is thursday. But yea, Mom keeps pokeing around, and was actually trying to listen in on my convo. She knows she wont get info till thursday. Im just worried how she'll take it. i was laying with her a few mornings ago and she guessed that Alicia was pregnent, and i had to try and play it off. Im thinking she knows, but is playing it like she doesnt. she's a good lier.
Saras taking the girls home tomarow..... im gonna miss the goobers. They were awesome, and i cant wait till Fungo and Marlin are as friendly. there sorta getting there, im working on it... but its one day at a time. But im happy with my little managerie of a room. right now theres 4 rats and a hamster there. I get to meet their sisters tomarow maybe (Celia and Josh's) Squee and Muffin. one crazy happy family. lol.
I want to do my celbrating next weekend. For birthdays and other things. i'll need a babysitter, maybe i'll take Matt with me. Since Josh and savanah failed me miserably last time lol. i hope to never get that hungover again. lol.
oh, and tomarow, Major guitarage im hopeing. i need to do some work on it. for real. i feel like im slacking, i just havent had enough time. Practise is gonna be late on monday, so im gonna skip it, i need to go to my lesson, my Music Manor stuff is more important to me then softball by i think a lot.Sports dont mean that much to me anymore period.
Okay, i think that covers it all again.
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[12 May 2005|01:14pm]
Im just now wrapping up my junior year...and its inda a bitch t hat im having to plan so far in the future for college. its rather anoying. My sister is sujesting that i get into the honors college at MSU. that the regular ed classes are so damn easy theres no point, and in the honors college i can pass most the pre-rec's without a big issue. it sounds tempting, but i was sorta looking forward to getting out of an honors system. ive been in honors my whole life. wouldnt mind taking it slow for a bit. sides i want to work through school and all that.....but we'll see. I picked up a job ap for Preusses last night when i got the rats. i think i may go turn that in at the end of the month. i would really like a job there, it looks awesome. if ida been thinking i would have picked up an ap at Soldans while i was there too. oh well. i buy lab block at soldans (cheaper) so i should be in there later. The rats are so cute... though im contemplating getting them fixed. i dont know the process/cost, but hey, theyed live longer and pehaps ited get rid of the ginormous gonads rats have lol. hung like a horse, HAH, rodents have the biggest balls/body mass ration in the world i bet. lol.

Game against sexton tonight....should be easy, hopefully i'll get to play. Matt keeps threatening to come to my vollyball games next fall. i would say BS, but i said that earlier...and he did show up. i felt bad, sheldon was practically attacking my in the hallway, doin the face thing and everything, right in front of matt. i ept trying to push him off, but sheldon knows me too well... i wouldnt let him kiss me though, so that was a saving grace. But im thinking...Matt needs to get his shit togehter real soon, like, by tomarow or monday. cause yea....2 weeks is near up. ppl can warn him if you want.

Poor gavin....he asked me to call him last night, said it was important, but i got sidetracked, i forgot to call david too... i crashed at 10:30. I'll call them both tonight. i dont know what could be so pressing for Gremlin....i havent talked to him much for the last couple months...dont know why he needs me to call so bad. *shrug*. and i really aught to have called david....but he had karate last night so he was prolly tired anyway, and id already talked to him a little earlier. Hes such a sweetie. im the first person he called when he got his ACT scores (we tied at 28) and then wensday he txted me to see how my test went, he's being such a sweetie. i think i can say he is one of my 2 best guy friends. i really want him to come visit before he gets shipped out next year. stupid marine macho BS. lol.

if brandon doesnt call me sunday. im kicking him in the nuts.

3 days till my birthday!!
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[12 May 2005|11:37am]
WAS gonna call the other one Eddie, but lookin at him again, he looks more like a Marlin
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[11 May 2005|09:14pm]

2 male rats, ones a rex/dumbo and the others just a regular. The rex/dumbo im gonna name Fungo (a name from the redwall series) cuz he just looks like a fungo with his dopey ears.

any sugjestions on the other ones name?
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[09 May 2005|09:05pm]
[ mood | intimidated ]

Brandon got alicia pregnant.
One of our mutual friends had to tell me since he didnt have te balls
i would be fine if he had told me himself. but he's been a shady jackass lately. so thats why im mad at him.
it kinda sucks when the person you half plan the rest of your life goes and fucks you over like that. i know its gonna be harder on him. and i sympathize, and i will be there for him if he needs me to be. but he's gonna get an ass chewing too.

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[07 May 2005|06:43pm]
im proud of myself. i improv'd for the first time really. like starting putting chords together. no lyrics, im not good with that sort of stuff. but i think i can legitimately say i play guitar now, and im out of the poser world.

one thing keeps popping in my mind. though they're nothing alike, Jon keeps saying/immitating fake voices. and the stuff he does is, word for word, tone for tone, exactly like brandon (GA boy). it got really creepy. and im not even looking for things to say. it honestly kept happening.
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